well hello everyone, aha i know its alrdy february but better late than never right? so basically i want to wish all of u a happy new year! heres to a new beginning for all of us. may this year be the best year with full of joys & happiness. I started my new year with my family around me & alhamdulillah all went well. and also my short vacation to Vietnam was quite good and amazaing. it been a long time since i go for a vacation w my family. so hopefully everything turned out great for u guys too. but if its not, well just think and take the positive side of it alright? just always keep this is in mind; each one of us struggles with something in this life and u just gotta stay strong for urself. and if u have it in u, inshaAllah nothing can ever let u down bcs u know u can go through it just fine.
Alright so, for this year, theres nothing much that i wish for. i just wish for me to basically be more patience. something might happen unexpectedly & its not what i asked for so yeah. patience. thats it. and also, i would like to move forward with all brand new. i want to stop looking back and just let it all go. just let things stay the way its already turned out be. even if some of it was things i can never forgive or forget bcs its happened. i really want to just dont give a damn abt it anymore. i will try my best to accept things happen for a reason and whatever the reason is, i know its the best for me & also a lesson that i should learn from it.
To those who was once closed with me, and now we are not that "click" anymore, the ppl i wish i didnt opened up alot, i wish u nothing but the best in everything u do. i hope we dont hold any grudges towards each other. lets just forgvie and pray for the best. may all the positive things happen to each of us. get all the anger and sadness off ur chest. dont hold back and let the emotion flows. the only key for a peaceful mind, heart and life is to let go of the past so that we can all move forward to the next chapter of our life. I pray that our days will get better.
So, some of u who knew me back then and to those yang dah lama gila tak contact. I knw theres so much to talk about. and for now, if u wanted to know whats going on w my life, i might say everything turned out to be none of what i expect it to be back when i was in high school haha yes im not kididng. those plans i had was idk, maybe dah terkubur. so Al Fatihah to that lol. and now, im in process to heal from my past which i consider it as a hella shit memories. and alhamdulillah at this moment, ive met those people who are so positive & helpful and also fun to hangout with. i swear its true that people who said that after ure done with school, either u further ur studies to uni or working, u will meet a bunch of different attitude, style and much more in everyone u meet. and its also mengejutkan bcs i thought its a stupid statement but betul sangat and now i understand why they said high school is just a beginning phase. but so far, im glad with who i turned out now. theres a lot more i hv to learn and explore. so lemme just write down here what are some of those lesson ive learned so far. may u guys also take it as motivation or idk haha ok here we go;
1. ive learned that the most toxic people can teach us the most important lessons that we just have to always focus on what they try to tell or do to us.
2. ive learned that what seems like curse in the moment can actually be a blessing.
3. ive learned that no matter how difficult things seem, there is always a hope. we cant simply give up. we just have to keep going. even when all of our strength seems gone. we always have to keep picking ourselves back up. whatever we are battling in the moment, it will pass. we can make through it.
2. ive learned that what seems like curse in the moment can actually be a blessing.
3. ive learned that no matter how difficult things seem, there is always a hope. we cant simply give up. we just have to keep going. even when all of our strength seems gone. we always have to keep picking ourselves back up. whatever we are battling in the moment, it will pass. we can make through it.
Alhamdulillah, ive made it this far. and there are more to go through. all that i have to do is, stand up. even if my knees are lying on the ground. speak up, even if i feel like my voice isnt loud enough for the world to hear. do things not because i want to impress people around me but because i want to be a living inspiration to someone who is scared to see all the things that surround them. and mostly, i want to be a person who isnt afraid to dream, and is not afraid to work hard for it. well guys, stop being a dickhead or an asshole, its 2018 already, show the best version of u. spread the positive vibes around and always be grateful ofcouse. that all from me, will write a post again later. thank u for ur time. till we meet again.
sincerely,
@itsenaizzati.
